My First Experience

Start with d’ real world…
Yes somebody say that again!
Memulai kehidupan baruku disebuah sekolah yang cukup ternama di kota baja.
Jurusanku adalah hubungan internasional dengan gelar Sarjana Ilmu Politik (S.IP). Ada tawaran mengajar, sebagai guru pengganti selama 2 bulan atau 40 hari tepatnya.” Yes, I do”
Terlintas dalam pikiranku , apakah aku tidak memakan lahan seorang sarjana pendidikan?

Memasuki hari pertama dipagi hari yang cerah, terlihat guru-guru berjabat tangan dan siap menyambut anak didepan gerbang sekolah. Semua itu kulewati, ada guru yang manis membalasku dengan senyuman, ada pula yang membalasku dengan sinis, kecut sekali rasanya. Hehehe….what??whats d’ problem?? I just smile at u,I said in my heart. That’s my first experience, huf!


Tepatnya pada tanggal 18 November aku mulai mengajar ___
Mengajar anak umur 5 tahun yang super!
First, I really felt sad....anak-anak yang aku ajar tidak mau menuruti, anak-anak yang aku ajar ribut,
So, aku coba untuk memakai caraku sendiri, cara pertama tidak berguna, malah anak-anak mengikuti cara itu, aku berpikir lagi dengan cara lain, terus terus aku coba dengan banyak bertanya, akhirnya cara terakhir itu berhasil!!
Second, I really felt exited! Hari-hari berikutnya, aku mulai sangat menikmati mengajar,,,mereka memanggilku “bunda”, hihihi…
Setiap pagi hari ketika aku masuk kelas, mereka berkumpul di mejaku untuk bercerita tentang pengalamannya masing-masing. Amazing!!
Anak-anak mulai menyukaiku, orangtua murid ada yang bilang bahwa anaknya jadi lebih semangat belajar dan berangkat ke sekolah. Alhamdulillah….


Pada hari selasa, 8 Desember 2009__
Salah seorang anak dikelasku member buku cerita “ Kecil-kecil Punya Karya”
Dan satu lembar surat…..

To: Bu Anita Nazar
Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb.
Halo ibu…! Apa kabar….? Pasti baik-baik saja bukan….?
Bu Anita aku beri satu buku cerita untuk bu Anita, semoga bu Anita terima dengan senang hati, walaupun hanya buku yang biasa. Mohon maaf aku tidak bisa member yang bagus dan mahal.
Bu anita adalah guru yang pertama aku kenal yang sangat baik dan ramah dan cantik.
Ohya aku mau Tanya, berapa no. tlp bu Anita dan alamat rumah dan warna kesukaan bu Anita. Sekian surat dariku.
Wassalam


Anak-anakku bilang bahwa yang member adalah anak kelas 4, Sehabis aku mendapatkan itu, aku micro teaching di kelas 4, tes mengajar pelajaran IPS untuk kelas 4. Sebelum pelajaran kuakhiri aku bertanya apakah salah satu dari kalian
I really surprised!!!
You know I never teached her before…
Jadi terharu…..whats next??!!let c…
Ketika semua telah dilalui I enjoy teaching
Ada pertemuan ada juga perpisahan.
Class, I will miz u!!ur smile, ur naughty I’ll keep in my heart.

Seperti Tangga

Melanjutkan satu jenjang kejenjang yang lain, tahap demi tahap, tingkat demi tingkat
Untuk bisa mencapai pada tingkat paling atas, oh tidak masih ada sesuatu diatas sana, mungkin bukan paling atas, tapi atas.
Kemampuan yang aku punya hanya segini loh!
Kerjakan saja apa yang kamu bisa, apa yang kamu senangi, apa yang yang kamu dapat kuasi, hidupmu tidak seidealis keinginanmu, girl!
Akhirnya, Satu lembar Kertas perjuangan selama bertahun-tahun sudah ditangan…
Satu lembar yang menentukan akan dibawa kemana hidupmu ini
Yang orang banyak bilang “welcome to d’ real life”....yes I know “life is never flat”...”just do it”…
Just think about that, just pray on knee, just do with your Effort….
Yang pasti harus ada satu atau banyak perubahan dalam diri ini,
Pahami, kerjakan dan amalkan….
Yaa Rab...Semua ada dalam genggamanMU...

Award Kenangan 1

Sebagai tanda kenangan dari Sahabat Pena,,,
Just keep contact and share,,
Terimakasih...

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Mah...

Mah,

Nta ga minta sehat...karena hanya dirimulah yang bisa mempertahankan kesehatanmu sendiri...

Nta ga minta panjang Umur...karena Allah telah menggariskan umurmu ketika sebelum kau lahir...

Nta ga minta rejeki...karena Allah telah mengatur sebaiknya-baiknya dan seadil-adilnya rejeki untukmu...


Cuma satu, Semoga Semua Doa dan Air Mata di Setiap Solat malam dan fajarmu dikabulkan oleh Allah,,,Amin!Amin!Amin....

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Mah....

LOOK AROUND YOU

Do you think that you are the center of the universe?




Don't tell God how big your problems are, but tell your Problems how big God is!!!


Against Sun, Earth is like a dot.  Pluto is so small it can't be seen here. Think about it!!  Where do you find yourself now?? Now imagine the creator of this universe???

“Think It Over...”

Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperaments and narrower points of view
We spend more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses, but smaller families
We have more compromises, but less time
We have more knowledge, but less judgement
We have more medicines, but less health.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values
We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much.

We reached the Moon and came back, but we find troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors.
We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space.

We have higher income, but less morals....
These are times with more liberty, but less joy....
With much more food, but less nutrition....

These are days in which two salaries get home, but divorces increase.
These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes.

That’s why I propose that as from today;

You do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion.

Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to the needs.

Pass more time with your family, eat your favorite food, visit the place you love.

Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment; it isn’t only survival.

Use your crystal goblets. Do not save your best perfume, and use it every time you feel you want it.

Take out from you vocabulary phrases like “One of these days” and “someday”.
Let’s write that letter we thought of writing “One of these days”.
Let’s tell our families and friends how much we love them
That’s why, do not delay anything adding laughter and joy to your life.



Every day, hour, and minute are special....

And you don’t know if it will be your last...
If you’re too busy to take some minutes to send this message to someone you love, and you tell yourself you will send it “some of these days”, just think that “some of these days” can be very far, or even that you will not be there to see it....

My Mom Only Had One Eye

My mom only had one eye
I hate her… she was such an ambarassement



She cooked for student and teachers to support the family
There was this one day during elementary school when my mom came to say hello to me
I was so embarassement
How could she do this to me?!
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and run out
The next day at school my classmats said, “ eeee,,,your mom only has one eye”
I wanted to bury myself
I also wanted my mom to just disappear
So I confronted her that day and said, “ if you’re only gonna make me laughing stock, why don’t you just die??!!”
My mom did not responed!!!!
I didn’t even stoped to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious of her feelings
I wanted out of that house
So I studied real hard, got achange to go to Singapore to study
Then I got married.
I bought my house of my own
I have kids of my own
I was happy in my life
Then one day,my mother came to visit to me,. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even yet meet her granchildrens!
When she stood by the door,my sister laughed at her.
I sreamed at her, “ how dare you come to my house and scare my children!”
GET OUT OF HERE!!NOW!!!
And to this, my mom quietly answer, “ oh iam so sorry, I have gotten the wrong address,” and she disappear of out sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house
So I lie to my wife that I was going on a business trip..
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tears!
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…



“ my dearest son, I think of you all the time…”
I am sorry that I came to Singapore and scare your children..
I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion
But I am not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I am sorry that I was a constant embarassement to you when you are growing up.
You see,,,when you are very little, you got into an accident and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with on eye.
So, I give you mine..
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place with my eye.
With my love….
Your mother

The Prophet Sall-Allahu Alayhi Wassallam told us that we must obey Allah and his messenger at all time but after that comes your mother then your mother then your mother then your father.